Anger isn't a good look for me...

Hello, again, to whom or who ever reading or tuning into my blogs.Prepare to be shocked. By my depressing blog.

I sit up every second, thinking of you, breathing for you, because I now know, you have and always will be, my one. But whats happened? I discover, ALL this time, after all I have been through, put through, because of you, that you can't forget me, or let me go? But that's not what hurt me, stung me inside deep through the whole you left long ago, it was the fact you would do absolutely, ANYTHING to forget me, to stop loving me, so you can move on, likewise. That hurt, really hurt, it made me realise my heart is a fool, how you mean everything to me, but I loath you so deep that its unreal. But I would never for a second of thought you felt the same, for me. All that time, after I told you, after I gave in, and spoke to you how I liked you, even though that wasn't the full picture? Everyone still laughs at me, takes what ever they can from my esteem, because I like you, but they don't have the full picture either. I love you. I said it, however it hurts me, however much I will regret forever more, I know I do, that's why I have never got over you fully. But thank you 'Frou Frou' your music inspires me so you are right, I'm not over you yet boy, but if your still not over me, still have that one percent however much you hate it, you, I think, you must feel it to. I think you love me...?

Now, as for you. You I'm not going to begin, mistake after mishap, its just sickening. Yes you may see this, but right now, you deserve to see this PUBLICLY. If you step one more time out of line, your head is mine. Do you hear me? I told you twice and third time lucky for me, because next time, well, there isn't going to be a next time, is there? You need to set things right and straight, for once, because I'm not doing it for you, YOU need to, YOU need to make this right I love you so much, your SUCH a close friend, but I cant stand to see you hurting someone, sorry... Shes held so dear to me, I can't simply just call her a friend, shes so much more, she may have had one bad point in the past which she says still hangs over her. But it doesn't. I love her, even for the things shes done, I don't care. It made her, it gave me her, so it doesn't matter, so treat the angel right ok?

Right now, I don't feel I have much to say, I'm filled up with so much emotion, I cant tell how I feel presently. But I know in there, is anger. I have it building up in me, and has been for too long, I must be careful. Because anger isn't a good look for me.